That's Me Trying
Season 7 | Episode 7 | Aired 11/4/10
Meredith wants Cristina to talk to Roy’s daughter. She can’t do it. Cristina says, “I was scared when he coded. I am scared now that he’s stable. I’m scared walking across the lobby. I am scared all the time.” She can’t understand how Meredith is fine and she’s ruined. She seems to blame her for all that happened the day of the shooting. Cristina thinks could have walked away from it all if it had been anyone but Meredith who need her help.
Teddy finally arrives with Roy’s new lungs. The procedure goes well. Teddy congratulates Cristina for all that she did. The Chief also gives kudos. Cristina then asks if he has a minute to chat. We find out a little later what they talked about when Cristina tells Owen that she just quit. Cristina seems to be truly at peace with her decision. But is it the right one?